Dancing: I've Been Changed

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I love dance.  For me it is equal parts worship and fun, spiritual expression. The way I feel most alive as my spirit and body come together. Movement for me is holy and healing. It is one way God replaces my garments of grief with clothes of joy. 
These past two years, our collective world has been enveloped with death and suffering. Our country specifically has experienced political polarization and it seems that we have moved further from each other, retreating into our own tiny islands of isolation (my personal coping strategy) or lashing out via our social platforms. 
I have often forgotten to dance. Stopped listening to the music of beauty and truth, stopped looking for what is right and good and true. These things we must slow down and look for. Slow down and listen for. Tear our eyes away from what is hard and awful for a bit to remember. It is a miracle that we are here. That we have bodies with life breathed into them by God. That as believers we are gifted and filled with love, purpose, and life. That we are more fully alive when step off of our islands, move towards our neighbors and give these gifts away. 
This video below, by Jordan Feliz, is such a celebration of the life I hope to live. Passing down a legacy of love, of welcome, of invitation to a life of joy as these earthly attachments diminish.  
You can't watch this without feeling free and full of purpose.  

Jesus, move me today. 
Turn my mourning into dancing
Push my gaze out
Let me be a song, a dance 
That draws others in
And changes the tune of the world





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